Bermuda, Bahama Come on pretty Mama

I have made it through this week!!! Woooo! I had 3 tests.. finished my last one at 10 this morning and it feels so good!! I have class tomorrow but just class.. no more tests for me!! Until the week before spring break! I feel so relieved! I think my last test went pretty well, it was for for my Gendered Lives class. There were 25 questions and then one essay question. I hate essay questions, but I knew what I was talking about for this one so *fingers crossed* that I get a good grade!!!

I am ready for a marg. Or a brewski. Maybe both. Okay probably both. haha

Mmm..


Anyways, on to more interesting things..So although I am not doing much for spring break I am possibly going on a cruise this summer!! Hopefully everything works out and we can go! Lets see I went on a cruise when I graduated High school. It was fun. But I was 17 and we had 2 moms that went with us and chaperoned. And I had to sneak into the club that was on the ship because I wasn't old enough..Like I said it was fun but this next time around will be a blast!! We are all of age! Hollaaa!! haha I am sooo looking forward to being on a huge ship. Not a care in the world, soaking up the sun with my fabulous lady friends!! Okay, so yes.. cruises are kind of cheesy and whatever but how much fun you have depends on who you are with! That's how I see it!! So I am still excited haha!
Here we are four years ago!! We all look so young!! Ashley, Sam and myself! :)

Cute. Cute. Cute.

Wow I have so much I need to get done today! I guess I will start on that! Be a productive member of society or you know as Rob and Big would say.. Do work, Son.

Dip it, Pop it, Twirk it, Stop it, Check on me tonight!

I feel like I needed to add in some more Beyonce to my posts..Since I feel so crappy I needed something to cheer me up..In other news..I am sick. Full blown sickness. I wish I could replace my head with a new one that felt good and didn't sound like a frog. That would be cool. Whatevs.

So, last night, after the longest day ever.. I took a shower and thought very seriously about getting ready and going out. And then, The Notebook came on. I had my makeup bag in hand and thought to myself "Don't do it.. Don't watch this!!!".......So of course I watched the entire thing. Sobbing. hahaha I wish I could have filmed myself. I know I looked CRAZYY!! NO, but seriously. I don't do the "pretty cry". I snort and choke up. Breathe all weird. It's gross. And on top of all that, I am sick and horse. REAL CUTE. Thats me. After the movie I looked like I had been crying for days. Really,.. why do I do that to myself. Ughh I know why!! I know why... It is such a great movie!! I am such a sap. For real. I mean it runs in the fam. It's like if i didn't cry at the Pedigree commercial then I wouldn't fit in. (you know the one with the dog sitting there..all sappy eyed and a voice that is supposed to be the dog talking says "I just want to go home" OMG!! Got me!!!!) I will cry at commercials, tv shows, books, a really sweet story, pictures will sometimes make me teary eyed... I mean you name it--I've cried about it. Hahaha! I think it's because I just have this huge passionate heart. (yeahh...) No, but I am very sensitive to others feelings. Does that mean I wear my heart on my sleeve? Yeah. Okay I guess I do then. It is just one of my many quirks. I mean when a sad movie comes on, my best friend Ash will ALWAYS look at me to see if I have started crying! haha Its like she waits for it. lol

Well, I can't really write about much today. I have a meeting to run off to at 5. and then again at 7. oh yes and then hw. I need to get on that. Although, I would much rather lie here in sickness all day watching movies. Is tomorrow really Monday??! I looove the weekends too much.

Let us all be fabulous this week.
Amen.

Sittin' on 22s

Oh I looove the weekend. Just love it. I do think I'm getting sick though! I do not have to time to be sick. Sorry cold.. Come back never. I have 3 exams next week.. there is just no time for that!

In no way should the McDonalds commercial I just saw be an R&B song. Sorry that was ridiculous!!

Okay I decided I should show a picture of my car, but turns out I never take pictures of my car. But, I managed to find something better. It was taken inside of my car to make fun of another great..car. I'll let the picture do all the talking..

You can kind of see my broken door handle.. But nothing compares to the lime green Grand Prix sitting on 22's. No big deal or anything. I love my hood.



So, I just figured I would post a lot of pictures today! Nothing has really gone on! Omg, and I have decided since I am a "blogger" now (hahaha)I am going to need a camera. I usually let others to the taking but.. yeah I need to invest! Okay let the good times roll..


Some of my favorite people in the world! From the left: Yours truly--yes I know I am cheesin' haha!!, one of my best friends Alexis, my best friend Ashley, another bff Sadie (who is also engaged to another one of my best friends!) and Kara! I love them all dearly!! This was over Christmas break!!


Carly, me and Rose outside of our snowy house!! haha We look pretty stupid but that was such a fun day!!


My bros and me at my 3rd birthday. Or.. Pimps and Hoes.



My bff's going out for my 21rst back when my hair was long. In August!


A few sisters and friends tailgating before the game! Back this fall! So much fun!

Well, apparently I am going out tonight! Thats all for now!! Hope everyone is a little Sasha Fierce tonight!! :)

Hump Day

I am sitting at my kitchen table with 2 out of my 3 roommates. We are all on our computers. Yet no one is doing hw. I mean ..Hi I'm in college.. I'm here to have fun WTF is homework? As my roomie R and I like to say..."School is more of a hobby.. going out is our job. Beers our are papers.." You get it. Gaah I sound like a slacker!! I am not! I have made the Deans List 3 semesters in a row. Its no big deal or anything.. But it is a huge deal..

On to my very interesting life....

I figured everyone should know about my car. Frank the Ford. R also sometimes calls him "Frank the Tank" like from old school you know? Well I chose Frank because its an old mans name. Who sounds like he has been through a whole lot.. Which my car, which is a 2000 or 1999 explorer, has been through. Frank has 242,863 miles. No, I am not lying.. Or pulling a number from a hat. My car has that many miles. Poor thing. I'm surprised everyday when it starts! The explorer looks pretty decent from the outside. Minus a few dents I think it looks pretty great. But, most of the damage is on the inside... His flaws.

1. He beeps. Like a tow truck would.. Or a big movers van..You know how they make those beeeeeeeep beeeeeeep beeeeeeeep sound when they back up? Well, Frank does that when I start it. For no reason what so ever. It just happens. Although, the beeping will stop when someone new gets in my car it's so embarrassing..But whatever.

2. If you would like to ride in my car with me.. you ride in the back. Its like I'm everyone's personal chauffeur!! Lucky you huh?! NOT. That is also embarrassing. How did that happen you ask? Okay well, my door handle was broken by a brothers friend. I'm actually not even sure how this mess happened but nonetheless it did so.. Door is already broken. To get in my car you used to have to pull up and out really hard and fast (wow that sounds SICK) on the door handle to open the front seat up. The passengers side door. Also, you could only open it from the outside. So, I would have to let all of my passengers out. Like I was their date... Also very embarrassing. Well one cold night, and I mean really fin cold like 20s cold, I was letting roommate R out of the front seat. But, when I went to pull up and out really fast and hard... The door handle popped off. The outside handle came off!!!!! WTF?!? I was like Shut up Frank.. Shut up.. Oh no you didn't..ughh yeah.. Shit.. you did! haha So, my roommate had to crawl over the to the drivers side door and crawl out...


3. That all brings me to my drivers side door. Well its nothing big... but the door won't lock. Okay, wait. yeah that is a big deal too. haha I went outside to my car on Monday going to the lodge (my sorority house) and noticed my glove box was open and my insurance stuff was out. Ewwwwww. Someone was digging through my car. While it was parked in my driveway. That is too creepy!!

-That's enough about my Explorer. It has plenty of charm.



Omg, I love being in college. and my roommates. Honestly, we would all make the best reality show. and yeah whatever, everyone says that.. but "its nothing personal..we're just better than you.. "--Madagascar. haha Oh, and we are a huge deal.

Okay, now I have to make them read my blog. and tell me how great I am. And watch last nights Bachelor!! Woo!


Peace and Blessings

Why on earth am I blogging?

That's a great question. Let's see...

1. I am incredibly intersting. Obviously
2. I just started a Twitter so then I realized "Well now that you twitter I mean you have to blog.." who knows what else will come from this.
3. I have 3 girl roommates, I am a college student, and my car falls apart every time I look at it and I am now under pressure (I guess) so, from that I have a lot of funny/cool/crazy things that go on day to day.


I don't really know how to "blog" but I'm guessing that you talk about yourself and how important you are.. blah blah and everything that happens in your life. Okay that's easy. I think. So, the name of my blog now to me sounds totally stupid but at first I was like "Yeaaahh gosh you are brilliant.." but I guess I'll say what it means to me. Always looking.. I am always looking for new experiences, friends, opportunities, what to do with my life (yada yada), stuff I've lost in general or can't remember.. this list could go on for hours. And the Almost found would be....... oh you know I am still young and I know I will figure out what I'm looking for blah blah. I dont even think it makes too much since but whatever this is my blog so it totally does. Honestly, I am not really a philospher or a deep thinker, I am sooo simple. I was talking to my mom over the past weekend about how easy it is to make me happy. I absolutely LOVE flowers, a large cup of cofffee, anything pink or sparkly, cooking anything, being with friends, a great Beyonce song and I cannot forget anything Hello Kitty. So as you see either I'm still a 5 yr old or as I like to put it as--easily pleased or simple. :)

I speak with my mother just about everyday. I have four brothers (two are step brothers but I love them all the same on most days). I am the youngest. Did I mention they are all dating except for one? Well, now one is engaged. I swear I know at least 30+ people who are engaged!! What is in the water.. and where can I get some? haha. Okay so I wouldn't want to be engaged right now at all--- I am the most indecisive person alive but, (there is always a but) "homegirl would like to find a man y'all!!" hahahaha Oh my, I should probably delete that last sentence but you know I'll be honest!


One thing I would change about myself is my shyness. I drive myself crazy with how shy I can be. Its like I'll have those days when I will talk to the person behind me in the line at Wal-Mart and you know meet someone new and be able to speak, but then, (omg) then I have those days (most everyday) where I sit in class and want to say to someone who shouted out an answer "No stupid I have the best answer ever look at how great I am.." and so on, but I sit in silently in class. Partly because I am too tired to care, but mostly I am too shy. I am trying to work on this but it is hard.

I can't forget to mention my brother. My oldest brother. I think he is an incredibly strong man and I know his recovery from surgery will be awful. I mean some of the worst pain he will experience, but I am praying and friends are praying and he has so much love surrounding him. I hope he knows that!!

Okay, first blogging experience is done. Successful. Or not. you know.. whatever. Back to doing scholarly things.. Maybe :)