Why on earth am I blogging?

That's a great question. Let's see...

1. I am incredibly intersting. Obviously
2. I just started a Twitter so then I realized "Well now that you twitter I mean you have to blog.." who knows what else will come from this.
3. I have 3 girl roommates, I am a college student, and my car falls apart every time I look at it and I am now under pressure (I guess) so, from that I have a lot of funny/cool/crazy things that go on day to day.


I don't really know how to "blog" but I'm guessing that you talk about yourself and how important you are.. blah blah and everything that happens in your life. Okay that's easy. I think. So, the name of my blog now to me sounds totally stupid but at first I was like "Yeaaahh gosh you are brilliant.." but I guess I'll say what it means to me. Always looking.. I am always looking for new experiences, friends, opportunities, what to do with my life (yada yada), stuff I've lost in general or can't remember.. this list could go on for hours. And the Almost found would be....... oh you know I am still young and I know I will figure out what I'm looking for blah blah. I dont even think it makes too much since but whatever this is my blog so it totally does. Honestly, I am not really a philospher or a deep thinker, I am sooo simple. I was talking to my mom over the past weekend about how easy it is to make me happy. I absolutely LOVE flowers, a large cup of cofffee, anything pink or sparkly, cooking anything, being with friends, a great Beyonce song and I cannot forget anything Hello Kitty. So as you see either I'm still a 5 yr old or as I like to put it as--easily pleased or simple. :)

I speak with my mother just about everyday. I have four brothers (two are step brothers but I love them all the same on most days). I am the youngest. Did I mention they are all dating except for one? Well, now one is engaged. I swear I know at least 30+ people who are engaged!! What is in the water.. and where can I get some? haha. Okay so I wouldn't want to be engaged right now at all--- I am the most indecisive person alive but, (there is always a but) "homegirl would like to find a man y'all!!" hahahaha Oh my, I should probably delete that last sentence but you know I'll be honest!


One thing I would change about myself is my shyness. I drive myself crazy with how shy I can be. Its like I'll have those days when I will talk to the person behind me in the line at Wal-Mart and you know meet someone new and be able to speak, but then, (omg) then I have those days (most everyday) where I sit in class and want to say to someone who shouted out an answer "No stupid I have the best answer ever look at how great I am.." and so on, but I sit in silently in class. Partly because I am too tired to care, but mostly I am too shy. I am trying to work on this but it is hard.

I can't forget to mention my brother. My oldest brother. I think he is an incredibly strong man and I know his recovery from surgery will be awful. I mean some of the worst pain he will experience, but I am praying and friends are praying and he has so much love surrounding him. I hope he knows that!!

Okay, first blogging experience is done. Successful. Or not. you know.. whatever. Back to doing scholarly things.. Maybe :)